Tuesday, September 26, 2006
Its not a very fine day today and whatever I may mention can be NOT your business but all I just want is simple comments ya please??
We had normal lessons as usual and that yesterday, there was a very fun trip on a art thingy and it was so fun that I regreted that I did not make it. That was just something that was not that big deal though. Only that missed out alot of fun. Lessons was as normal, just making more fun because, teachers were absent and that we had a bit more time, free time.
After that, we went to the Mac's to have self-study and during the process, something terrible happened to us. Partly out fault, we made alot of noises and that people around us was not happy with us. Guess what they did, there were 4 of them and 2 of them were outside and 2 were inside. They wasted paper by writing on them just to like show to the people outside. That was fine BUT THEY WENT OVERBOARD AND MADE STUPID COMMENTS BY SAYING: "CALL THE POLICE LAH" AND STILL GOT MORE "MUHAHAHAHAH IS THAT GUY A GAY", NOT ONLY THAT "CALL 999 ANYWAYS ITS JUST FREE". ALL THIS COMMENTS MADE US SO FLARED UP AND WE DECIDED TO PLAY ALONG.
We also had our means by also saying that "OH I AM A GAY WITH 9 BALLS", "YOU THINK WHAT, JUST BECAUSE I APPEAR LIKE THAT DOES NOT MEAN I AM LIKE THAT RIGHT, WHO DO YOU THINK YOU ARE, WHAT RIGHTS DO YOU EVEN HAVE TO SCOLD ME A GAY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!" I could not take it anymore, do I really deserve such comments, or should it be another thinking like "hmmm, maybe this guy is flirting, hahha" You know what, these kinds of comments just won't, NEVER WILL IT. I really want to know from all of you people reading this post. Do you really think that I am gay, sisi, ah gua or even what a girl?? I really can't take this anymore, I don't want you people to deceive me, I just cannot stand all this anymore. My life is already in a very terrible state and adding on to the burdens is everywhere I go, people whom I don't even know is actually scolding me like that. Is this really what I am, or is this just an illusion that I have created??????
I really don't wish to say anymore, I cannnot take this anymore, maybe on the next moment you will just see me banging my head on the wall. Slashing my wrist for no reason. I want to thank those who have done alot for me but there are some things that I need time because this is just too much to take. Pillars of strength, I need your help now, will I ever get out of this maze????????????
where were you when I needed you the most
6:12 AM
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My life`
Jonathan Toh Chin Yong
Oppotunities will rise for us to shine....=)
Always feeling depressed but yet always someway somehow happy (:
Nevertheless always stay happy yeah?
14'06 years old
15'07 years old
Devotion for [M.E.S]
[Prefectorial Board] // =Student Council Board =D
1A'05( the start of everything )
2A'06( beloved klass x] ) of Yuying Sec
3A'07( A class full of mysteries ) of Yuying Sec
My smile can bring happiness for everyone. You may not agree but I feel so and my fellow friends will or will not agree.
Maybe you may not see the depressed side of me but in actual fact, theres alot of secrets that many of you people might NEVER guess.
No matter what I will always appear as what I am and will always be. "KaiXinGuo" as you may see? Haha nevermind its alright, guess too much of BHB is not good for health.
Especially now, where studies are getting important nowadays. What to do?
I have this particular bestfriend huh, he takes the name of my primary school bestfriend. Named JunYi.
Okay, I shall not elaborate more otherwise people will complain I don't write for them =X
Don't worry P.O.S, you are never forgotten from the start!
It's not easy knowing me man! You can find me happy in the morning. On the other hand, you can find me emo`` in the night!
I can proudly say that I am not a normal person. I'm really SUPER unique! I swear! I can prove you wrong when you know me!
You can never know what I'm thinking off, haha. I have no wish to mention much about my family, it's too complicated though.
You wanna know more about my family and life?
I can share with you my most "wonderful" experiences to you =) Thats all I suppose?
I can really lighten up your life and bring much much more joy you can ever imagine! =)
So like what my bestfriend said, I am so nice to everyone? Hahah!
You probably think it's unbelievable but try knowing me and you'll live to regret when you don't! Hahah!
It will be a chore to know me but I'll simply just rock your life when that is over :D
visit my blog if you want www.ohmyskyy-depressed.blogspot.com
Addicted`
Online Games`
-> MapleStory`
-> Gunbound`
-> Pristontales`
-> 02Jam`
-> Many many more!!!!!`
School Life!!!!! (:`
Being with friends (:`
Allergic`
Dust`
Can't think of any? XD`
E-xams`
Mummy's nagging`
Mugging`
Rumours!`
Falling ill`
Remarks that gets me disgusted!`
Fears`
Being neglected`
Scolded by t'chers
Cockcroaches`
Being lost`
When i am alone`
