Tuesday, July 31, 2007
I'll be there for you! :D
Okayy, this is kinda boringg post. GuiYang people are leaving tomorrow :( Well, I have to say it is and has been a wonderful experience. I don't feel as much is only because I didn't go to Gui Zhou so I would not feel as much as those who went and seeing them again. You know, if I went, I'll be more then just happpy. I'll go shalalala~. LOL!
Amaths common test is over. Woots! I'm gonna fail. Not as if I want to but I just can't help feeling so. You know, how ironic I am. According to jm0 who says I am super ironic. Well well, Jasmine's tired and so am I. She's been a nice-est person so far I guess to me (though she owes me 1000chars comment). Wakaka, she's kinda the one to be there for me, in school. At home she will go krazy over audi. If I'm not wrong, she meeting her mei nowadays. Cool huh? How I wish I can meet my online friends tooo =)
Well well, another person yet to mention. Anyways much to say but I'll do more indept talk about Jasmine soon. Who knows, Darien too? Woots! Too much has happened between me and him. Interested to know? Like as if there will be anyone wanna know -.- LOL! I'm just finding random stuff to blog about.
Board is in a total mess! I have to get things DONE. ASAP. Otherwise things will be worse off we started! roar!
As much as I want to blog, I need to get things done. take care and smile more and always! (: I'll blog as soon as I can yeah? I love to blog, however much work to be done with. Hope I'll come back with great news! byee people! thanks for reading tooo!!!! (:
where were you when I needed you the most
5:55 AM
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Wednesday, July 25, 2007
GYMM.
Phone status.
Reflections.
Okay this is not nice, Blogger got my spacing wrong. Ahh, nevermind. My spacing is weird. 3 points to mention in today's POST =D
Gui Yang Miao Miao has arrived today! In Singapore! Woots! It's how fast time has passed and soon one year ago, our school send people over g GuiYang and enjoy a trip o 10days yeah? I didn't go myself but I guess it wasn't that bad missing it though. Cyrus was there. *grumbles*
We kinda ushered them to our school library at approximately 10AM sharp, they reached Early then expected, however all was fine so far. I can't guarantee how smooth the rest of the week will be but stay positive about it (:
My phone, wondered what has happened? Okay, it's been around one week since my phone fell off the rainbow. Sigh, stephanie is going to help me check out my phone tomorrow at Hougang point? Near there I heard. I'm kinda looking forward for a good reply? Hmm, the most if the reply is bad, I got YIWEI :D wahaha! YOU! Better know what to do...heheh!
Finally, the last part of today's POST :D R-E-F-L-E-C-T-I-O-N-S. Sounds cool huh? It's for someone who is dying to know "How do I define BESTFRIEND?"
Here is goes. BESTFRIEND, to me, is someone who will come foward and comfort me in times of needs. Being anyone's BESTFRIEND, the most basic is you will be there for him/her and hang out together or at least chat about random stuff. Anything under the sun. The least is being there for me. Esp you know, when I can get REAL emo- at times. As a person how I am, I need people to be there for me. Though I have to admit at times that I really cannot find people there for me. I might be blinded by m sorrow or upset-ness. However, I never forgot that all of you are always there for me. BESTFRIEND also to me means that you do understand me and will care for me. As how friends should treat each other but I always knew that BESTFRIEND is the best among the rest yeah? Thats why you add a BEST in front. In the worse case, I will need your shoulder to sob on. I don't deny that I am a New Age Man. It's a term nowadays guys are becoming. Perharps because of my family background, past experiences or even how did the environment affected me when I was wayy young back then. I am weak, neither am I lousy!
I really feel that you have achieve much much better then others. Being my BESTFRIEND, you are steps away but you have really have to be more caring that is. You have other commitments and other friends on your own. I can't expect you to be mine, though I really want you to be MINE! =X It's not possible and I pin high hopes on you. I'm sure you have learnt alot through being with me (: Slowly, we will enjoy more. I can see the changes. We have lots to go through. Before you know it, we will graduate soon. Time is precious and I will slowly find out MORE about YOU! (((: Thongs or boxers =X OMG! Hehe! You can leave a tag, whether will you reveal your name or not. I leave the decision to you(: BESTFRIEND is simple enough (:
take care and smile more and always people! STARBURST withdrawal slaps my face. We are going to do a FINAL debrief! OMG !!!!! <3-ing>
where were you when I needed you the most
4:24 AM
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Saturday, July 21, 2007
OHMYSKYY :(WAIT FIRST!!!!!!!Before I get emo- or whatsoever sh!t, let me sincerely congrats ALL CAST. We have made it through! We practiced 2months! Our effort has paid off! I will and I MUST list out all the cast groupings and once again thank all of them!Back Stage Crew: I want to thank all of you, though you really pissed all of us off but without all of you, it wouldn't be done. Esp Yihui and Berlinda. You two did GREAT by helping us with our costumes. Once again, thanks BSC!!!!!!Chinese Orchestra: Without your music, there would be no professionals! Jasmine, Stella, Waiwai, Serene, Yilin and Noel. Thanks for all this while doing your part and supporting my somehow!Guitar Club: Top of the world! You guys were great!! Leeling, you did your best a the head of your CCA. We were at the top of the world! Missing more of those tunes again...Chinese Dance: Colours! Your dance has never let u down. Neither has it during STAR BURST! GOH is what you girls deserve! Sherwin, you can head your CCA to greater heights!Malay Dance: The birthday scence is nothing without you girls also! Glamourous as you are.Wedding Guests: We just did whatever we can and you know what? We rock! You will never believe how good we were! Rock on!Isotope: You were our focus man! Your b-boying just left that impression of coolness man! As much as I don't like you in the past, you have proven me wrong and I knew you were nice but you gave me the wrong impression. Now we just rock the show!Laughing/Crying twins: Lizhen, Rachel. YOU TWO JUST ROCK CAN? I wish the show had another role like....the cutey brother? LOL! haha! Comments were heard that your scene roc-ed man! (((:Playmates: Geraldine and Lynn, so matuure ahhs! haha! I really loved that. Don't worry, whatever that has happened, it is al over! whee~
Prince/Princess: Faris and Karina :D You two were our STARS !!!!!!!!! I love your way of acting to situation Faris! Karina, you were the most prettiest? hehe! Anyways thanks alot! NEWLY WEDDED COUPLES!Emperor/Empress: Nitish and Asyura, couple WOR! haha! Everything went on smoothly and yeah! We did it! Heave a sigh of relief. Nitish, your hair just rocked! Syura, your REBORN-ed hair suits me more =X hahaa ! whee~Phantoms: BWAHAHAHAHAHAH! I AM THE PHANTOM....blah blah blah! wahah! Kee loke and Sam. (myself too) We pulled off! Though I got stucked at my side >.<>
DITTOS :D - WE WERE THE MOST U-N-I-T-E-D of the whole casts! Anyone wanna look for butt shakers, look for REB haha! Kahhui too! Chongaik, Lizhen, Sam, Stephen! ME TOO WAHAH! I really missed the times we spent together esp when we were at backstage, the family feeling is there. How I wish we were all siblings, how wonderful and spastic would that be! (((:
Wushu: HO HO HO!! wahah! Nothing much to say here but your Kongfu is nice man!
Make up artistes: Love the wonderful make up. (made me look like a GIRL argh! hahaa)
Teacher-in-charge! Miss Yani, Miss Chan, Mdm Lee, for giving us the opportunity and giving me 3 somemore! All this while, on behalf of EVERYONE! I really thank 2 of you and all the teachers involved! YOU ROCK!
Audience/supporters: Aha, whoever who came to notice to watch our show, A BIG THANKS! Whoever who spotted me! xD thanks for coming to watch and SPOT ME whee! haha!
Fairy godmother
WHOEVER who is missing STAR BURST 2007!!!
It's not easy to come out with this production. I saw Gi Chua's blog. Alot of the seniors claim that 2005 Cultural night was better because of the storyline. Still, she did mention that this year was fine. Whatever the case is, I will create a website and putting in ALL my sarawak pics and STAR BURST PICS!
Thanks all P.O.S for being there for me all this while. Esp when my school work is like sh!t. Will have to catch up on ALOT! Whatever the case, I really love STAR BURST 2007!!! Without this chance, I will not know so many more friends and go crazy/childish for 5mins? haha! take care and smile more and always peeps! <3>
where were you when I needed you the most
9:41 AM
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Wednesday, July 18, 2007
PHONE GONE ._.
Well well, I shall explain to you what happened. One week after invest, post taken up has definitely given me much pressure however, I will never give up no matter how difficult it is. Though I have broken down so many times but this is a form of relaxation. Trust me, I know breaking down can spoil your impression of my but I must not give up!
My phone was sent for repair on 29/05/2007 if I remembered CLEARLY and now approximately 2months later, I have to send AGAIN but the only different thing is I have no guarantee that I can get it repaired for FREE. To the person who dropped my phone, no matter what, I will not scold you because you had no evil intentions. What for I get angry although I really REALLY wanted to ask you to get lost! This can only means how you and my phone worth in my heart. Though this phone was given by my bio.father but still you are what I should care compared to the phone. Both are EQUALLY important but you are living thing and that is what beats over the phone (:
I shall watch movie with cliques on Saturday! At the same time repair my beloved phone <3>
I guess this is what I want to blog about today. One more thing! STAR BURST IS ON FRIDAY =D PEOPLE PLEASE DO COME AND SUPPORT ME PEEPS! woots!! It's not very often you see Head Prefect going to PERFORM!!! haha! REALLY! Do come come and support not just ME but also my PEERS and also your own friends haha!
take care and smile more and always people! The show is 2days away, argh! woots! WATCH AND <3 burst ="D
P.S my phone dropped from 4th floor to 1st floor, such a pity yeah?
where were you when I needed you the most
5:06 AM
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Wednesday, July 11, 2007
Yuying Student Council 7th Investiture 2007 (:
From today onwards I will have to lead the prefects because I am officially the Head Prefect of the Prefectorial board. Not that I want to brag but just to inform that on this moment onwards, I will have to do things more rationally and take things more seriously. It isn't easy to take up the task and moreover I don't really come from like a well breed family. Not that they are bad but learning things the proper way is much more difficult because I don't enjoy/get the life of a complete family.
What I realize is even how bad your family is, you can still be a nice and do great things. Like how a Primary 6 student can enter a school that is really kinda average but still become a Head Prefect and develop into a future social butterfly (: I must say it's more tougher than leading a normal/rich/spoilt-ed life. I mean I am not saying that rich people are spoilt-ed or whatsoever. Don't get me wrong. I ever mention my peers around me, there are 3 classes of people I group to. ALL 3groups are rich but the lowest class is that they are really spoilt-ed and no hope. The one above is, the 2nd class, is those that is going through a normal life and making mistakes like all humans do, just that they kinda richer. The one that I really respect the MOST, the top class where they are like rich, BUT they don't brag or anything and they ever are more understand and really those I call the damn nice people!
It's not that environment that creates the YOU. It's the mindset and attitude hat drives your passion and develop who you are right now. No matter what, I know that your peers/friends/family? will be there for you. It's never easy to get over some scars in your heart and up to now I'm still gettin rid of them. However, never give up and try try again!
I am really proud of myself that I am this Jonathan Toh and not THAT Jonathan Toh. Meaning that I could have been another person who you are not seeing now. You can see the ME that heckcare homeworks given and don't do whatever sh!t but I am so glad I didn't change to him...
Bottomline is Jonathan Toh Chin Yong of class 1a'05(hectic year) 2a'06(wonderful memories) and 3a'o7 (mysteries ahead) and also the bottomline is Head Pwefect will do his almost in carrying out his duties and also a nice and caring person you could EVER imagine (:
Never forget who to thank to and my Pillars Of Strength are always there for me! THANKS TO MUCH. Pictures to enjoy and really, thank you all my P.O.S for being there for me also I will have pictures and some names I want to wish them all the best.
Student Councillor Pwesident : Rachel Chia
Vice Pwesdent: Lim Cheng Lei (you are not higher than me hahaha!)
Councillors of Prefectorial Board: Lim Lizhen
Nitish Kumar
Lynn Tang
Kelly Wee
Stephanie Soh
*Someone I may missed out =X sorry!
MANY MANY MORE THAT ALL OF YOU JUST ROCK-ED AND ALSO LET'S DO OUR BEST FOR THE BOARD. RC, CL, JT WE CAN DO IT DE WORSXZ HAHAHAA! enjoy the pics (:
this is the invest cards done by US (:

thank Woam Shing jie for being there for me taking pics haha =)

Cheryl, we had take pics and yeah! finally one, thought I look retard-ed haha!

thanks ahh Stephanie Soh! Jane, we rock-ed whee~

it wasn't taken today but last but not least, my dearest Head Pwefect year 2006-2007. Geraldine Chua Si Ying. thanks alot !!!!!!!! we just are similar in many ways xD
where were you when I needed you the most
6:21 AM
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Friday, July 06, 2007
OH-MY-GOSH (OMG) this is getting freakish. Argh!
I cannot believe and neither do I want to believe it. Today is Friday and there is so many things yet to settle and I really mean ALOT. Invest was one thing and my prefects stuff is another. Well, invest is the more critical one though. Well well, don't let it spoil my mood =D (though it already had ._.)
I miss-ed today's so call-ed performance at Xinghua's to do MY phantom argh! Instead I had to go ALL the way to CCK-Choa Chu Kang and enter my CCA competition. 1hour was gone like that, I mean I'm not saying it's a waste but it wasn't done meaningfully. Can't help it I guess.
Amanda, Boonkiat, Bridget, Chenglei, Keeteck, Kelly, Laihan, Lizhen, Lynn, Nitish, Rachel, Sam, Stella, Stephanie, Varian, Weihao, Yiwei, well these are the people I want to thank for being there as prefects. Also not forgetting impotant people like Jasmine, and Shihui and also Junwei and many many more, Forgive me if I didn't mention your name but thanks for being there, somehow someway to help me in some other ways. It isn't easy to get through what I am going through now but I know we can do it! Don't let all these obsticles get the better of us!
I need time and give me another chance to prove/get myself stabled. Thanks all P.O.S for being there for me and also someone, I'm waiting for you to reply me, where are you now??? Tag me yeah? Take care and smile more and always people! I'll stay strong and enjoy some random pics.
can't remember when I took this, your fringe is long :)
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those were the fun times we had....
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3 of us were just un-believable =)

tau` you are the miss-ed one!

the once loved, sigh, just miss those innocent times we had together!....
where were you when I needed you the most
6:24 AM
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My life`
Jonathan Toh Chin Yong
Oppotunities will rise for us to shine....=)
Always feeling depressed but yet always someway somehow happy (:
Nevertheless always stay happy yeah?
14'06 years old
15'07 years old
Devotion for [M.E.S]
[Prefectorial Board] // =Student Council Board =D
1A'05( the start of everything )
2A'06( beloved klass x] ) of Yuying Sec
3A'07( A class full of mysteries ) of Yuying Sec
My smile can bring happiness for everyone. You may not agree but I feel so and my fellow friends will or will not agree.
Maybe you may not see the depressed side of me but in actual fact, theres alot of secrets that many of you people might NEVER guess.
No matter what I will always appear as what I am and will always be. "KaiXinGuo" as you may see? Haha nevermind its alright, guess too much of BHB is not good for health.
Especially now, where studies are getting important nowadays. What to do?
I have this particular bestfriend huh, he takes the name of my primary school bestfriend. Named JunYi.
Okay, I shall not elaborate more otherwise people will complain I don't write for them =X
Don't worry P.O.S, you are never forgotten from the start!
It's not easy knowing me man! You can find me happy in the morning. On the other hand, you can find me emo`` in the night!
I can proudly say that I am not a normal person. I'm really SUPER unique! I swear! I can prove you wrong when you know me!
You can never know what I'm thinking off, haha. I have no wish to mention much about my family, it's too complicated though.
You wanna know more about my family and life?
I can share with you my most "wonderful" experiences to you =) Thats all I suppose?
I can really lighten up your life and bring much much more joy you can ever imagine! =)
So like what my bestfriend said, I am so nice to everyone? Hahah!
You probably think it's unbelievable but try knowing me and you'll live to regret when you don't! Hahah!
It will be a chore to know me but I'll simply just rock your life when that is over :D
visit my blog if you want www.ohmyskyy-depressed.blogspot.com
Addicted`
Online Games`
-> MapleStory`
-> Gunbound`
-> Pristontales`
-> 02Jam`
-> Many many more!!!!!`
School Life!!!!! (:`
Being with friends (:`
Allergic`
Dust`
Can't think of any? XD`
E-xams`
Mummy's nagging`
Mugging`
Rumours!`
Falling ill`
Remarks that gets me disgusted!`
Fears`
Being neglected`
Scolded by t'chers
Cockcroaches`
Being lost`
When i am alone`